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Monday, March 30, 2009 ; 10:11 PMY

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It's been a hexing, taxing, TIRING DAY.

I'm DEAD BEAT and I have four GP homeworks due tomorrow, as well as 2 Chem Practicals and A whole tutorial due by tomorrow MORNING.

I feel like taking a whole bottle of sleeping pill and make this all a dream.

And when I wake up I'll be in fantasy land where there are kittens and MOSSP awaiting for breakfast on cotton candy clouds.

Its 10.30 and I've yet to do my homework because I arrived home at 9.15. I'm dead beat but I can't fall asleep cause the clock keeps ticking and work keeps on piling.

On a happier note, I FAILED ALL MY TEST. Which means I flunked Bio, Chem, Maths and Chinese. I really don't know how to break the news to my mum. She'll be so flippin' worried when she finds out.

Oh, I'm probably gonna fail the Maths and Chemistry Lecture test this wednesday because I'll only be home at 8.30 tomorrow. And if I do I'm getting retained because it probably just gets harder from there.

Obviously, they are oblivious to the fact that I missed a whole week at school. CHICKEN NUGGETS.

*sigh* I guess I'll have to burn my way through the night and be a caffeine induced zombie tomorrow. NESTLE HERE I COME.

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Sunday, March 29, 2009 ; 10:06 PMY

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I miss MOSSP and OG16 (lol I hijacked the pic from Hyeon, I love you dont kill me).
Miss my China Trip friends too. Cool thing is, we bonded pretty damn well. Oh I miss the shopping...

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; 9:39 PMY

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Tagged meself!

Name 3 schools you went to:
- Tarakanita Sekolah Kristen
- River Valley Primary School
- Tanjong Katong Girl's School

Name 3 things in your purse/backpack:
- MONEH.
- KEY.
- CARD.

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:

In consecutive order...
- Procastinate
- Gets even more stressed
- Sleep.

Name 3 favorite fruits (COUGH COUGH COUGH):

- HONEYDEW
- Tomato
- WATERMELON

Three names you go by:

- Aggy
- Nes
- Pudding/JonK

Three of your Favorite food:

- Anything fried and greasy and filled with oil and everything unhealthy (quoted from JESSIE)
- INDOMIE
- MSG STUFF. HAHA UNHEALTHY MUCH

Three of your favorite songs:

-Can't restrict myself to just THREE. Lotsa electronica groove, some bossa nova and jass topped off with emo-punk goodness.

Three things you are wearing right now:
- Pride
- Undergarments
- Pimple cream HAHAHAHAHA.

Three words you say a lot:

- A-HAHAHAHAHHA.
- OMG.
- Eh?

Three people you hate the most:

-Ouch.

Who is in the house with you?
Sister, Mbak Saro

Who did you get this survey from?
Jessie

What are you thinking about right now?
The crapload of homework and assignments I've yet to do (I'll just pretend they dont exists)

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Mi papi.

Who do you sit next to in your 3rd period class?
Its different everyday.

Who was the last person you told you loved?
Erm. Alice?

Who do you wish you were with right now?
A stranger who will listen to me as I let the huge monster inside of me out through my mouth.

Who gets on your nerves the most at school?
I'd rather not say... Lest he sue me for defamation of character. *hint hint* he runs the school.

Where do you live?
In Neverland, I wish.

Where is your phone?
I actually forgot...

Where do you sleep?
In the bus (RIGHT ON. Quoted from Jessie)

where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Giordano I think. Plain green tee and I painted it before going to Fall Out Boy concert.

Where is the last place you took a ride to?
BEI JING!

What was the last thing you ate?
Fats and all that good stuff

What color shirt are you wearing?
Green.

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
Sister's ipod

What do you like best about school?
In tkgs, MOSSP and DEP. In JJC... I hope I know soon.

What is your favorite color?
BROWN DOWN.

What is your favorite drink?
Cold water or anything sweet-ish.

What kind of surgery have you had?
Oh I DO surgery =D

What is the last movie you watched?
Erm.... Wow its been long... YES MAN I guess.

When did you start school?
When my nightmare began.

When did you last go to the mall?
Wow. I actually forgooot.

When and whats the next big thing?
APRILS FOOL.

When did you last see your dad?
=( Like 2 months ago and I really miss him so.

Just cause I feel like procastinating =D

Thanks for the sweet comments guys, really!

Sha: I MISS YOU TOOOO. COME VISIT ME SOMEDAY! LOL.
Lemon: Oh how've you been sexiiiii! I bet you're slacking your ass off while I cram for my GP!
Leaf: Thanks sweetie~ or should I say... GARFIELD. Lol.
Mel: Thank yooooouuu. Omg it felt so good yesterday when I smsed you. We should go and chill and just TALK one day =D
Jess: Thanksssss *big grin* Thing is I don't think 15 is my best... Thats why I feel I earned the 15 points - don't think that makes sense. Thank you thank you! OH YOU HAVEN't TOLD ME ABOUT CHIHUAHUA 3 ZOMG IM DYING FROM SUSPENSE.

Anyway, on to more bimbotic issues, does anybody know where the nearest Bath and Body Works is? (Is there any Bath and Body Works in Sg in the first place?) I really wanna buy their Country Apple body mist! Oh Oh and the Victoria Secret Love spell one too.

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Friday, March 27, 2009 ; 4:40 PMY

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Image credits to nirgendwo on dA.

I wonder if 15 was my best and nothing more.

Other than the fact that I screwed my Math and English, I think I'd have gotten a 13 AT LEAST if it weren't for math, and 12 if I hadn't crushed my compo after writing it for 1 hour. I could have gotten 12, but I didn't. I really don't care if I sound conceited, I'm SURE I could have AT LEAST clinched an A1 for math.

And then maybe, just maybe, I'd be in my dream school.

And then maybe, just maybe, I'd have received the O level score I aimed for.
An absolute 12.

And then maybe, just maybe, I'd be a little bit closer to my dream.

And then maybe, just maybe, I'd feel a little less insecure.

And then maybe, just maybe, I'd feel a little less stupid.

And then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't be THIS CLOSE to giving up my dream

Marchia just told me she withdrew from JJ. Now she's in poly. Now I'll have no one to go to school with. Initially I thought it wasn't so bad, at least my primary school friend and I are now in the same school again.

Guess not.

Perfect news for a perfectly disastrous day.

I'm still brooding over it, and I'm still brooding over PSLE. Because everytime I think I'm better than the numbers, they haunt and prove me otherwise. In this century, numbers define you, I don't think anyone would disagree.

My number is 15.
A 15-pointer.
My name?
It's of the least importance.

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; 12:49 AMY

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You know what's worse than not having a friend? Having someone whom you thought was a friend not acknowledge you as a friend.

I'm back from China. And yes, I loved the trip. No matter how cynical I felt towards it initially, I made some really good friends and improved my Chinese.

I'm not a good enough friend, as I've realised for quite some time.

I don't seem to maintain relationships once they are distant.

I miss the times we'd hang around, fool around, mess around.

Now I'm lost, still trying to fit in. You know how when you force in a jigsaw puzzle that doesn't fit? Yeah, I'm like that. Not quite right but I snuggle my way in anyways.

So to all, a belated apology.

I miss you guys, I know I have to do more than type it out.

Sorry I can't be there last gathering, I really wished I could join in the fun!


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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 7:49 PMY

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HAPPY BIRFDAAAY GRANNY IMEYSHAAA!!!

I felt SO GOOD when I saw granny just now, she's still IME. Although I only got to meet her for like 5 FRICKIN MINUTES cos she had to go for some Chinese class (yah granny in chinese class, suprised much?)

Oh poopy. Tomorrow's E-learning day, which means ALL MY FRIENDS(-except Lin Ken) ARE GONNA BE AT HOME. Except ME. Cos I have to go back and do my make-up bio practical session.

And I'll be missing sports day cos I'm leaving for China, double poop! As unfit as I may be, I actually enjoy sports day. (Calling out MOSSPians!)

OH OH AND TRIPLE POOP! Today I had Chinese test. And as usual, I dozed off at the second compre. Oh please, like that never happened before. Can you believe I wrote juzi koh lili in my sleepy stupor. Yeah in a Chinese test.

Oh I also had Bio test today, which I obviously am gonna flunk. Crap, at the rate I'm going, I better buck up or end up a retainee.

Went for CSL interview yesterday, gave up on drama, legacy my arse. WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE. 20 POSITIONS FROM 120 APPLICANTS ZOMG. Thats less than 10% chance.

And this blog, people, is a perfect example of mindless nonsense. Ramblings of a going-to-be-insane 17 year old grandma. I realised all my previous posts are lousy, whiney L33T post about how finger lickin' good my life is-oh my sense the sarcasm. HAHA. Its either emo or L33T.

Oh oh, before I forgeet. TAG REPLIES.

Anisha: HOW YA' DOING MY HOMIE! Bet you're having a smackin' good time in Meridian right? See lah ditch me... *sulks in corner*
Leaf: Yeah I made the change! LOL NO MORE PPC CURVE.
Mel: OMG I'm totally dying in Chem. I cannot revert to normal mol calculations, stuck to Mrs Loh's method! HAHA. KICK ANISHA FOR ME PLS THANK YOU.
Jayne: LOL I see you in Maths everyday, YAH but I bump into Hyeon quite often haha!
Farzean: OOOMMMMGGGG. I'm surprised you even read my blog. LO GIMANA NIH, MASA KE POLY SIH! Tinggalin gw di jc gitu loh!!! I MISS YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT TOOO OMG. YAH AND REMEMBER AFIYAHS SAUSAGE LIPS. HAHAHAHAH.
INUME: LOL CAPS! Yah I'm kinda pissed with it now cos I will miss sports day and I will miss a weeks worth of lesson and I have to do make up session. GRRR! Lol your friend in JJ?
HYEON: LOL I flunked my Bio and Chinese today, ALREADY flunked my maths with flying colours of 4/10... YA LOR GOT PPL SAY I LOOK LIKE KOREAN, BUT VIETNAMESE IS THE FUNNIEST. BY A MILE.

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Friday, March 06, 2009 ; 11:47 PMY

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OHMIGOSH.

The ATM machine ate up my UOB card...Noooo, give it back to me =(

I'm making the (Bei Jing trip visa, not mastercard visa) visa myself, figured it'd be foolish travelling 3 hours when I can just go Orchard and make it myself. AND GO SHOPPING AFTERWARDS HAHAHA. Take that, visa maker.

I'm on a ROLL. If you haven't noticed the pattern, I go M.I.A for a period of time, then make a huge comeback by posting excessive blog posts.

I realise my blog is dead boring. It lacks visual aid.

OH MELISSA THE COW AND AUNTY SERENE IM STILL THINKING OF THE FUN WE HAD IN OBS. (who knew OBS withdrawal syndrome can last THIS long)

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; 7:47 PMY

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I just received an sms from my friend that I need to go to school tomorrow to submit my passport to make a visa for the Bei Jing/Xi An trip (yeah I'm going with my school next week).

Words CANNOT justify how frustrated and dissappointed I am right now. I think its very un-professional to do that. According to them, they tried to notify me, I had a missed call yesterday but I couldn't get back, plus it was a private number. So today I went to school and they asked me for my passport, which I OBVIOUSLY didn't have because I didn't know I was supposed to hand it in today.

So now I need to go back to my frickin' far school tomorrow, BEFORE 12 to submit my passport. Seriously, if they couldn't get to me through my cell, why don't they bother calling my house phone for pete's sake. Its VERY incovenient for me to go there, travelling time alone takes me 1.5 flippin' hours. Round trip will take me 3-4 hours and 6 bucks on transport because my sis lost my student EZ Link.

I feel like backing out now, I'm tired, really. 5 days of crappy sleep isn't doing any good. I NEED seriously NEEEED tomorrow's time to catch up on the humongous workload that I've missed. Now 3 hours of useless travelling is gone.

I'm just really disappointed at their lack of competency. Effecient my arse. Unprofessional, unprofessional, UNPROFESSIONAL.

Errr, I'm pretty low profile in the virtual world so this shouldn't end up in Stomp.sg or anything like that, right?

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; 4:34 PMY

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HOHOHO.

I hate it when taxi drivers take you on a trip round Singapore just so they can earn a few more bucks. HELLO THIS IS TAXI NOT HIPPO/DUCK TOUR. (omg I'm so sorry to Leaf, TK and Kwang but I can't help it, its frickin' annoying >_<)

So I'm having a class outing tomorrow. Yesh my class is very ON. Oh guess what people, I found out that one of my classmate shared the same instructor as me during OBS. FAIZAL. ZOMG HEH! I miss my Cook watch mates right now. MELISSA Farzean Afiyah where you!?

So JC life has been nothing but hectic, but guess what, I'm havin' a BLAST. I really enjoy JC life (zomg, that sounds like an extract from a pri-sch compo). I also really enjoy watching the birds and bees (HAHA).

I still miss TKG peeps at times, you guys are DA BOMB.

By the way, I flunked my maths (just like Old times) 4/10 for my first maths test. HAHAHA. Dying in all my subjects. Oh poop.

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Monday, March 02, 2009 ; 11:15 PMY

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It's my second day at my THIRD new class for the year.

So far so good.

I still miss Cara, Melanie and Pauline. Nadya and the rest too. (Ps, cara, your card was DA BOMB)

Totally lost at Maths now, what AP? (kwang's style) Totally lost at chem. Totally lost at Bio, totally SPIES (HAHA) at Chinese Studies in English.

OH YESH PPLZ. Did I mention my new combi? China Studies in English. H1. WORD.

BCM H2, YAY NO MORE PPC CURVE. (I kinda miss econs, sole reason being I know that its useful, though I really didnt enjoy the lecture)

So yah, PE has been really strenous (course to the others its like a pizz'a cake)

I realise its good to have connections. Cos the only way I know how to start a convo is "Hey what sec sch you frm? OH YOU FRM _____ THATS CRACKALACKIN' KEWL!" -without the crackalackin'.

Oh btw, these are a quick sum up of all the country assumptions I have gotten.

I look like.....

1. PRC (China)
2. Vietnamese
3. Korean
4. Japanese
5. Cannot tell, something chinese
6. Cannot tell, something Indian (Ftw... assumption purely made from surname, Chandragupta)

Hmmm ok, VIET IS NEW HAHAHA. Most can't tell anyways. I'm making this a tag. YOU ARE TAGGED. MOSSP, HYEON and ANYONE WHO READS THIS.

BTW HYEON I SAW YOU TODAY LOR. AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HALL. WAVE TO YOU NEVER WAVE BACK LAH. D=

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