HYE.

So here's a quick rant/lowdown on my terribly hectic and depressing life.

We finally got our groupings for PW. All I can say is, GOD SAVE ME.

I've just had the worst day of my JC life today, its like having greasy chicken pie after chicken pie slammed against my face. Yeah and you try to wipe off the grease but it lingers, and by desparate means, you try to spritz perfume to mask the chicken smell, only to end up with a mismatched odour.

That's a weird analogy huh? Yeah but you get the point. Point is, life sucks, my brain is constipated and I'm angry at the world, boo hoo.

There's a fine line between being blunt and being rude, and I almost screamed at someone for crossing that line today.

Also, I'm so irritable I'm starting to annoy myself. I wish I can just SHUT UP so I'd risk less humiliation. Thats it, from tomorrow onwards, Imma' keep my fat, blabber mouth shut. This doug is staying silent fo'sho! Oh butt (pun intended) beware, itsh' the silent doug (pun intended yet again) that bites.

Tomorrow is another day,
Another day of misery, I say.
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"When someone sparkles and shines, and rises above us, it is human nature to drag them down, make them dull, and then bury them, so that we can forget that they ever existed and, therefore, make us feel less useless in our mediocre lives''

They say human are the most intelligent primate, yet why do we behave in manners so crude it will put the most vicious predator to shame?

They kill, to survive. We kill... for what? Half the time reasons given are hardly justifiable, a vague and 'political' response.

Shame on us, shame on us.

They say, be careful what you wish for...
Cause you might just get it,
You might just get it,
You might, JUST. GET IT.

Yay I got it, and nay I'm regretting it. Why can't I EVER think before I act?
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Remember that thing I said about JC being fun and all?

Well, that fact expired.

As of today, I declare that I'm nauseous at even the thought of Tutorials, Quiz, Lecture Tests or deadlines.

Today I've hit a new low, getting irritated every five seconds or so isn't pleasant, plus I got the wonderful news that I'm kicked out of my CCA, which I'm guessing is because of my absency BECAUSE OF MY CHINA TRIP.

I think the only thing that managed to see-saw the horrendous day together again is Cara's fujifilm note.The best BEST BEST BEST THING EVER. Ingenious wow. CARA CARA IS DA BOMB. I'm making it into a keychain! (If I ever get around to doing it la)

I miss Cara and Melanie, A LOT. I miss Amando toooooo! You big bird!

In case MOSSP feels awkward reading this, I still lub euu long long tym. Oh yeah, that was meant to tease ya! Oh btw, I guess I have ONE piece-a good news today, I finally passed a test! MY FIRST PASSED TEST *throws confetti and wipes tear at corner eye) This one I owe it ALL TO Amanda, I'd probably flunk the test i it weren't for her.

Oh yah, one last KUDOS TO MUSHY MUSHROOM MELISSA! Your sms inspired me to get up and actually study yesterday for the test I have today. And it actually helped, thanks SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH MELISSAAAA.... *pokes name tag and passes Hokkien mee as a gesture of appreciation*

Thank you friends, for being there for me =)
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SUP PEOPLE.

So I was just bugging people about homework.

Apparently I have 1 more task to do on my never-will-be-done waiting list. *drumroll* PI.

Lets see, I have

-Chinese
-Bio
-Maths and Chemistry test.

Oh don't belittle the little text! They are a mighty buncha stuff to do *dies*

I GUESS ITS ALL COFFEE AND NO SLEEP AGAIN. *pulls sleeve* I'm ma pull an all nighter my lads!
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I still don't get how I managed to fail all the tests so far.

Bio Chem Maths... Heck even Chinese...

I just had 2 more this week. Maths and Chem. I THINK I'll pass Maths... But Chemistry is definitely a goner.

Pardon my constant grade whining, I just really don't wanna fail and get retained.

Yesterday was the blood donation drive and I can't even turn up to USHER or contribute cos I was down ith a splitting headache (Attempted the NO-SLEEP thing again).

Oh wells, I'll just go down there some time myself, anyone up for blood donation?

Sorry MOSSP, couldn't be there, yet again. Chinese and CSE graded assignments screaming for me to do. Just talked with Lemon for 2 minutes, really wanna talk more but she's going for speech day.
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I SURVIVED.

No really. I did.

Pardon the whining but it's been hell since Monday. Monday, I slept at 3 rushing through Chem Tutorial.

Yesterday I didn't even managed to get a wink or sleep... stayed up all night yesterday trying to finish my FOUR GP ASSIGNMENTS that I've missed due to China Trip, came back home at 9. Started doing at 10 and it went all the way till 5 in the morning. Then I proceeded to do my half-arsed PW file. Can't even squeeze in time to study for Math Lecture Test today. 10% FTW.

Big BIG kudos to the 3 packets of Indocafe that have sustained me till now. The side effect, of course, would be a very glazed and stoned demeanour. Oh, and my eyes look perpetually half-closed... its feels like my eyelids have to do weight lifts cause they're so darn tootin heavy.

Oh crap, Chemistry Lecture test tomorrow and CSE assignment due on Friday. Am I a retained meat or what?


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